musings, Rantings, and such

So i finally have this wonderfully great guy in my life, who i believe i am starting to love. He is everything i have been waiting for. The problem is, yes there is always a problem, his current almost ex wife is on the verge of starting problems for us. She is the one who wanted the divorce, she is the one who wanted out...so bitch fucking go already! I should have predicted this, as Matt and i were just talking about it at dinner the other night. It should not be this way, i shouldn't feel like i am sneaking around. we should be able to move on with our life together, not worry about what she is going to do next. Matt and i are going to make it, I am not going to let some little bitch change that. we are secure in us, she has no barring on us what so ever. I made a promise to him that i am here for him, i am not leaving i am here for the long haul. So i am not going to let some crazy baby momma run me off.